Married older women want friendship mature nude women "Seldom do these words ring true when I'm constantly failing you" m4w Real hard to come to accept that I may never see/hear from you again. So very little I do everyday that doesnt remind me of you. whether it be personal items of yours that I still hang onto or songs on the radio I am constantly reminded of the fact that I carelessly threw the love you had for me away, and how much better my life would be if you were in it. the last time we spoke you told me that time would make the hurting stop. It's been nearly two years since you packed up and split town and the hurt is still as fresh as if it were just yesterday. In my dreams you are there I tell you how foolish I was, how sorry I am and how I would give anything to go back in time to a time when you were mine and knock some sense into my former self for not appreciating you and for waiting so long to finally grow up.
It's really hard for me to say whether I would have grown up and straightened out so quickly had you not left as that really made me look from within at myself and where
I was going. If only you could see me now. I am finally a man that I can respect and one you would also, but the loser I was when I was with you has drove you so far from me that you will never give me another chance or even be my friend and pick up the once in a while to say hi.
As I move on in my life and advance both personally and professionally it is all so bitter sweet because threw all that we went through in my twisted mind at the time I always envisioned that you would be here to share in the good times.
I have come to be at peace with the biggest road block we had when we were together and have remained on my own for the last two years by choice,not because I'm waiting for you to come back to me (I know you wont...ever) or because of that other issue that was so prevalent in defeating any happiness we could have had. But simply because no one will ever measure up to what I had in you. maybe one day I will meet someone as good as you but it took me 32 years the first time so I am not very hopeful..just know that I am out there thinking of you everyday....your pbdb ;) Married older women want friendship women seeking sex

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