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Twow or now Twoe. . .
First thought was 'wow'. Now all thats left is 'woe'. Second time was . Now all that remains are tears. Where things went so wrong still are a mystery to me. Everytime we were together wife Swapping in Houston things just got better then you quit on 'us'. I can forgive but not forget the pain you caused that I still feel to this day. As time goes by I thought I would get over you but it just gets worse. You get sexier with age and I want you more. You don't seem happy with your life at all. When you came to visit me I felt an underLying desire to never leave me. I know you love me but why you chose to abandon me and deny yourself of the tremendous amount of love, trust, desire, respect, honor and faith I have for you must mean I am fooling myself. So you haven't played me for a fool but I played myself the bigger fool for believing what was in my heart and not listening to my head. I know I can snap myself out of it and as soon as I post this to no one but myself I plan on doing just that. No more not answering my because its not you is my first step because the man on the other end could be my answer to being completely over you.
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